My Backyard

When I lived in California, I spent a fair amount of time camping, hiking and exploring the northern half of the state, in the back county and along the coast. There was one moment on a beautiful, late spring day at Yosemite National Park, and I and my friends were late leaving. The sun had just started to set…and Half Dome became ablaze with alpenglow.

I’d known the reason, for years, that a pronounced red color shift takes place at the end of the day when the sun is at its lowest, when there are fewer air molecules and other particulates to scatter light. Otherwise, when the sun is highest, blue (sky) light gets through, as those wavelengths are short and capable of dodging obstacles…like molecules of oxygen. It’s because those red wave lengths of light have little resistance, and like to travel long and low at the end of the day, that we get to see so much of them just before dusk.

I’d also seen that phenomenon in pictures–in books–describing the changing colors and textures of alpine environments as the daylight itself changed. My first glimpse of those images caused me to chortle, as they seemed artificial, made by photographic trickery. But then I beheld that image at Yosemite, in real time, in real space. Since, I have paid keener attention to how things look in the waning light, particularly with that dramatic shift.

Still, I don’t think I’d ever perceived alpenglow–or, paid much attention to it–until a girlfriend named it for me. After, I seemed to see it everywhere: on skyscrapers in San Francisco (when it wasn’t fogged in); all along the East Bay hills, reflected in the window glass of homes there (such that it often looked like they were on fire. That, especially after the actual Oakland Hills Fire in 1990).

Alpenglow on the swamp spruces

Then, one day, I was out looking for one of my kitties, when something out of my periphery in the eastern sky caught my attention. For the next five minutes, I managed to watch and record alpenglow on the spruces, from such a view they were framed by everything else.

Had I never seen that before? Those trees have been there since well before I was born, before I began to wander around these grounds. Did no one ever say, “Oh, Ron, look at how beautiful the spruce trees are, all alight with sunset!” Funny, how much of life we go through before being able to simply see.

Crystal Curtain

It has been cold lately. Then why shouldn’t it be? It’s the first of February after all, and in these parts, February is often colder than December or January. This is the time when we most often see interesting changes to the landscape wrought by temperature extremes or dramatic storms.

Crystal Curtain

The other day, I got into my car to drive to the nearest town of commercial significance, to get some groceries, stock up on the larder, find something new and interesting that the cat might eat. He’s picky when it’s cold, and we’d run out of the standbys. All the windows of the car were iced over and I had no scraper. Still, the passenger side had a beautiful pattern that reminded me of icy feathers arrayed along a translucent plane. Colors and forms of things that sifted through were from things in the distance, the crystals permitting only an abstract sense of what those things were. From the composition, I got a sense of the sun coming up behind a tree-lined backdrop. Often, If I’m up early enough, and the sky is clear, I do get to see that but from a different angle. This time, that image was actually the neighbor’s garage door, contrasted by the colors of the house and its roof line to which the structures belonged, but the ice crystals caused me to perceive something else.

As I regarded the scene, it occurred to me how readily we prefer to see things through just such a gauze. Before turning on the car’s engine and heater to clear up my view, I wondered to myself, what might someone else have perceived in such a scene, even while knowing from experience what is actually there. How have you, the reader of this essay, ‘re-presented’ early memories or spruced them up? Over what have you drawn or do you presently draw a crystal curtain?